No but really… saying goodbye to a show is awful. This series was just eight episodes, and it’s one of the most insightful things I’ve ever seen in tv. And damn… I don’t know. I guess I just loved that at least the three main characters, had a life ending… meaning it just that… life. Not happy, not sad, lovely I guess. Cause they can’t fix the ugly world. No one can.
They’re so different, and they fought all the show, and at the end they respected each other. And I guess that’s the only thing you need.
"… I knew my daughter waited for me there. So clear, I could feel her. I could feel a piece of my pop, too. It was like I was a part of everything that I ever loved, and we were all the 3 of us, just fadin’ out. And all I had to do was let go and I did. I said, “Darkness, yeah!” and I disappeared. But I could still feel her love there, even more than before. Nothing, there was nothing but that love. And I woke up.”
When you can feel yourself reverting back to your old qualities you can’t help but be surprised that, that person is still hiding underneath you
When we change, evolve, mature it’s almost as if there’s new flesh, like we’ve outgrown our old selves yet the reality is the past version of your self is tucked beneath your rib cage waiting to break them. You battle being that person every single day and though you feel you’re better than that, you can feel them scratching at your being taunting you to go back to your poisonous ways.
It’s a constant battle to ignore yourself. Your own thoughts that fill your mind that you can hardly decipher how to feel next. Being yourself is only half the battle when you’re trying to slowly kill the old person inside you
im so into dean being the only one who can calm cas down when he’s in like full on angelic wrath mode about to slay tho
just laying a soothing hand on him and rubbing along his shoulder a little, whispering a few words in his ears and cas is just like aw shit now i just wanna kiss this idiot and hold his hand a lot dammit hold that thought ill get u next time asshole //tries to glare but dean is so cute wtf//
lloydgrints’s 2013 top 50 (in no particular order)
8. Idris elba
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6x19 / 9x06
#my favorite thing about this?#that smile that look downwards says everything about dean/jo that we never had and never will have#he’s so charming and so catastrophically handsome and so bloody cocky and she’ll never be able to hate him for it#she’ll never hate him for leaving and not calling#she’ll never hate him for getting her killed#and its not because jo was stupid or blind#she saw dean exactly for what he was#a beautiful lost boy#and she smiles in that last gif because she knows she’ll never be able to change him#and she wouldn’t even if she could x